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The name is Xavian Ang. I'm a tall and quiet guy. But sometimes, I might be the most talkative person in the group so BEWARE! I love playing computer games especially FPS games like COD4. I also enjoy other things like making blog templates, watching anime, reading manga and going out just to hang out with friends. And yes I am still single if you are interested :P
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Fast Restart?
on Sunday, April 04, 2010 at 2:51:00 AM
Did you ever at a point in your life where you just wish that time will just turn back to how it was before all the shit happens? If you haven't then lucky you because you have such a wonderful life. Sometimes I just feel that I had made so many mistakes in life but there was nothing I could do about it and it totally suck. I'm already 20 now and I still have no goals in life. And now I'm here sitting on my computer chair at 3.00 AM in the morning feeling emotional all of a sudden for God knows why and blogging about pointless topics called 'Fast Restart'.
Well the term 'fast restart' as all you gamers out there who are surely familiar is what I always wanted to do where I can just start all over again and not make the same mistakes that I did. But like everybody says, if you don't make mistakes then you are not a human but at least I feel that there are things that could be avoided and I could have a nicer life. Nowadays, everything around me is people who are so happy regardless of what it is like relationship, studies, social life but somehow it just ain't the same to me. And if it were to happen then it would probably be just for a short amount of time like when a person you like to talk with messages you and the next thing you know they completely ignore you making you feel stupified.
I just don't know what to do as of now. Feeling so shitless now and there is no one in my contact list I could talk to as well knowing that most of them in my friends list are people who I am not so close with up to the point where I talk to them about my problems and what are bothering me. And if there were, I'll just get annoyed speaking with them which is probably why I have so little people whom I can talk to. Sigh~ FML!
I just wish I can find something that can have the same effect as 'Fast Restart' in life.
P.S. I'm not trying to attract attention whatsoever because I know my blog is pretty much dead to others and the thought that writing it and telling 'something' or 'someone' my worries might make me feel better but who knows.
Well the term 'fast restart' as all you gamers out there who are surely familiar is what I always wanted to do where I can just start all over again and not make the same mistakes that I did. But like everybody says, if you don't make mistakes then you are not a human but at least I feel that there are things that could be avoided and I could have a nicer life. Nowadays, everything around me is people who are so happy regardless of what it is like relationship, studies, social life but somehow it just ain't the same to me. And if it were to happen then it would probably be just for a short amount of time like when a person you like to talk with messages you and the next thing you know they completely ignore you making you feel stupified.
I just don't know what to do as of now. Feeling so shitless now and there is no one in my contact list I could talk to as well knowing that most of them in my friends list are people who I am not so close with up to the point where I talk to them about my problems and what are bothering me. And if there were, I'll just get annoyed speaking with them which is probably why I have so little people whom I can talk to. Sigh~ FML!
I just wish I can find something that can have the same effect as 'Fast Restart' in life.
P.S. I'm not trying to attract attention whatsoever because I know my blog is pretty much dead to others and the thought that writing it and telling 'something' or 'someone' my worries might make me feel better but who knows.
